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Letter ReferenceOlive Schreiner: Mimmie Murray 2001.24/37
ArchiveNational English Literary Museum, Grahamstown
Epistolary TypeLetter
Letter Date3 January 1909
Address FromMatjesfontein, Western Cape
Address To
Who ToMinnie or Mimmie Murray nee Parkes
Other VersionsCronwright-Schreiner 1924: 284-5
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The Project is grateful to the National English Literary Museum (NELM) for kindly allowing us to transcribe this Olive Schreiner letter, which is part of its Manuscript Collections.
1 Matjiesfontein
2 Dec Jan 3rd 1909
4 Dear Mrs Murray
6 All good wishes for the new year to you all.
8 I have been here about a week now but find the heat very terrible &
9the hotel being practically closed (only the barman & his wife there &
10so dirty no one stan can stay there). I have st to live in two little
11rooms quite by myself. I am so fond
13 But never to see a human face or hear a human place is just now more
14than I seem able to stand & depresses me a little. If I really find I
15can't stand it I would like so much to come on to you. But I want to
16ask you something. If I come & spend a week with you, & I find the
17climate suits me & I am able to write would you let me stay on with
18you for a another month, or even for two, till it gets cool but let me
19pay you £5 a month. I know it wouldn't really be paying you at all
20but it would make up for the extra work another person in the house
21gives the servants & if you took the money as pocket money it might
22pay for our going a little trip together to Bedford Beaufort & Alice
23&c & starting branches of our League there when it gets cooler. Write
24& tell me if you can do this. I really couldn't settle down on you for
25two months & not do anything towards all the trouble & expense I
26should be. My dear friend Mrs Cawood used always to do this & she
27always told me if she needed her room for other visitors so I always
28felt myself quite free to write & ask if I could come. I do so want to
29get my book ^novel^ done before I die. I feel that that, & not even
30speeches & working at a society is the real work I can do for women. I
31feel I should be quite happy when I was dying if I had done that. My
32dear friend Miss Molteno thinks I am so wrong not to go to Europe
33where I am so much better & could finish my work, instead of staying
34here in this hot climate which doesn't suit me. She doesn't realize I
35can't leave my husband & go where if he were ill or in need of me I
36couldn't get to him. "He is my children & all of them" as the woman in
37"Tono Bungay" says of her husband. I don't think any woman who is not
38married can realize all a woman feels to her husband. I have loved my
39two brothers & my dear men & women friends so intensely, but yet the
40feeling is different. They all seem still to be other persons; he
41seems to be your real self for whom you would give up & sacrifice
44 I had such a happy time with the dear Purcells. Her mother & sister
45were staying with them, & they are both such dear women, as sweet as
46Anna & her husband. It is seldom one finds a whole household all so
47united & lovable.
49 Good bye. Loving New Year greetings to you all.
50 Olive Schreiner
The novel Schreiner wanted to 'get done' is From Man to Man. The book referred to is: H.G. Wells (1908) Tono Bungay London: Macmillan. Cronwright-Schreiner's (1924) version of this letter is incorrect in various respects.