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Letter Reference | HRC/UNCAT/OS-143 |
Archive | Harry Ransom Center, University of Texas, Austin |
Epistolary Type | Letter |
Letter Date | 18 April 1893 |
Address From | Matjesfontein, Western Cape |
Address To | |
Who To | Havelock Ellis |
Other Versions | Cronwright-Schreiner 1924: 210-11; Draznin 1992: 474-5 |
Permissions | Please read before using or citing this transcription |
Legend |
The Project is grateful to the Harry Ransom Humanities Research Center, the University of Texas at Austin, for kindly allowing us to transcribe this Olive Schreiner letter, which is part of its Manuscript Collections.
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1Matjesfontein
2April 18 / 93
3
4I’m so anxious to know how Edith is. It’s so terrible when people
5we love are ill. I know how you will have felt. One can stand anything
6better than that ?form of trouble almost, at least I can. I’ve no
7news of myself. You know I’ve over weighted myself with the number
8of stories & books I have written. I don’t see how I shall ever
9clear them off. If I could have a peaceful quiet home, & could work
10out the rest of my life revising, I might manage them. It’s not my
11great great grandmother that is supposed to have been a Jewes (it’s
12only a supposition, no one knows, & the whole thing may have risen
13from our Jewish eyes!) but my grand father’s great grand mother,
14which is my three times great. We know that his grand mother was not a
15Jewess, but the idea is that her mother was. No what you said was so
16nice, dear.
17
18I’m so tired Harry aren’t you sometimes. It’s different from the
19sort of passionate tiredness one gets when one’s young. One knows
20now it will never be different & one is so tired dear
21
22Olive
23
24^I shall arrive in London about the 21st^
25
2April 18 / 93
3
4I’m so anxious to know how Edith is. It’s so terrible when people
5we love are ill. I know how you will have felt. One can stand anything
6better than that ?form of trouble almost, at least I can. I’ve no
7news of myself. You know I’ve over weighted myself with the number
8of stories & books I have written. I don’t see how I shall ever
9clear them off. If I could have a peaceful quiet home, & could work
10out the rest of my life revising, I might manage them. It’s not my
11great great grandmother that is supposed to have been a Jewes (it’s
12only a supposition, no one knows, & the whole thing may have risen
13from our Jewish eyes!) but my grand father’s great grand mother,
14which is my three times great. We know that his grand mother was not a
15Jewess, but the idea is that her mother was. No what you said was so
16nice, dear.
17
18I’m so tired Harry aren’t you sometimes. It’s different from the
19sort of passionate tiredness one gets when one’s young. One knows
20now it will never be different & one is so tired dear
21
22Olive
23
24^I shall arrive in London about the 21st^
25
Notation
Draznin's (1992) version of this letter is in some respects different from our transcription. A version also appears in Cronwright-Schreiner (1924).
Draznin's (1992) version of this letter is in some respects different from our transcription. A version also appears in Cronwright-Schreiner (1924).