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Letter ReferenceOlive Schreiner: Havelock Ellis 2006.29/5
ArchiveNational English Literary Museum, Grahamstown
Epistolary TypeLetter
Letter Date30 June 1912
Address FromDe Aar, Northern Cape
Address To
Who ToHavelock Ellis
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The manuscript of this letter by Olive Schreiner belongs to the Archive referenced above; its ownership of the original should be acknowledged by referencing the letter as indicated: Copyright transcription: © Olive Schreiner Letters Project. This transcription can be freely used as long as copyright is acknowledged and it is referenced using the following citation: ‘Olive Schreiner to Havelock Ellis, 30 June 1912, National English Literary Museum, Grahamstown, Olive Schreiner Letters Project transcription’. Please also supply letter line numbers for specific quotations.

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The Project is grateful to the National English Literary Museum (NELM) for kindly allowing us to transcribe this Olive Schreiner letter, which is part of its Manuscript Collections.

1:  De Aar
2:  June 30th 1912
3: 
4:  Dear old Boy
5: 
6:  Thanks for your letter. Of course each person's "diary works" (I mean
7:  simple, spontaneous, straight forward records of what one sees, feels,
8:  & does & thinks) will differ with the individuality of the person. The
9:  charm is that it is an expression of their individuality. A guide book
10:  has no charm because it expresses no individuality it is just a
11:  collection of facts. If Barrow writes a book the thing his
12:  individuality notes are names of mountains & rivers, language, words,
13:  also gypsies, tramps thieves & scenery to a small extent, with a word
14:  picture of his mind thought & feeling. When Darwin writes he notes all
15:  plants, animals, scientific speculation turn up in his mind at every
16:  moment, nature impresses him with great cosmic feelings: his books are
17:  greater than Barrow's because a greater soul - but Barrow's also have
18:  their value & charm.
19: 
20:  You could write a book most engaging & splendid if you wrote more as
21:  you write letters & more spontaneously. Any one of your letters to me
22:  where you've told me just a little about your travels in Spain say, is
23:  worth the whole of your book. The letters live, the book seems
24:  artificial. You express in the book what you've really seen & thought
25:  but in a stiff artificial manner. There is not enough of yourself in
26:  all of your later writing
. If I were very ill & you knew that my life
27:  depended on q my being amused & interest, & to help me you wrote an
28:  account of your a fortnight spent in Paris, just who you saw where you
29:  went & felt interest, what you felt about your food & your room: & how
30:  the pictures impressed you, it would no doubt splendid. Your short
31:  hurried letters ^even^ are 100 times more interesting than your books.
32: 
33:  I could write the most marvelous books in that way, compared to which
34:  all my other books are nothing. I do see the actual world about me so
35:  intensely the men & women I meet print themselves on me, agonize me if
36:  they are antipathetic, give me bliss if there are beautiful.
37: 
38:  The sc atmospheric effects of every day I note intensely the changes
39:  in the sky the weather the scene: all nature is immensely important.
40:  My feeling to this awful sandy desert, the strange passionate love I
41:  feel for the pepper-trees I have planted, & especially one rose bush
42:  that I nurture & care for before my door. My difficulty is that I dare
43:  not write the truth! I would be so afraid of paining human beings.
44:  Character! character! character! is what cuts deep into me. The
45:  character people I meet on the train, of the people living in de Aar,
46:  of my different servants - I could write books about them alone - &
47:  most easily. But dare I, with my terror of inflicting pain? - I can't,
48:  that's why I can't write my life! My
49: 
50:  You
51: 
52:  You who are not so terribly moved by all persons you come into contact
53:  with - could write much more easily just what you feel & think about
54:  the things you see. Of course you do lack descriptive power with
55:  regard to material things. I doubt whether in a few lines you could
56:  make me see an old ruin on a hill as Barrow does so that I actually
57:  see it. He was of course born the artist. - that is what the matter
58:  with him - unlovable, in many respects an ignorant & narrow man - he
59:  was an artist
! The few right words in which to pain a thing he saw
60:  always came to him, because he saw so clearly & intensely. Life was
61:  always shaping itself into pictures to him. But you could write most
62:  valuable books if they were more like your letters. There are such
63:  wonderful little touches - so often in your conversation - now & then
64:  in your letters, in which you throw a whole world into a short
65:  critical or descriptive sentence - t as where you once said of Karl
66:  Pearson's
wife when you first met her that she seemed a good sort of
67:  woman, "but the kind of person who would finish off a man!" C I can't
68:  write more now.
69: 
70:  Cron is still away at the Victoria Falls. He returns the middle of
71:  this week. The weather is a little better, the sunshine through my
72:  window is dancing on the sheet as I write.
73: 
74:  Things in South Africa grow darker & darker. Sauer & Burton the two
75:  only liberal men on the native question have been turned out of their
76:  offices in the ministry, & the most bigoted, narrow native hater in
77:  South Africa Hertzog put in as minister of native affairs. There are
78:  terrible things coming soon
79: 
80:  ^in this poor accursed land. We have also passed a bill for forced
81:  conscription.
82: 
83:  Olive^
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Notation
The books referred to are: George Borrow (1857) The Romany Rye London: John Murray and (1851) Lavengro: The Scholar Gypsy London: John Murray.


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